I want to talk to you. I really do. But every time I do, I just end up feeling like a bother. You have better people to talk too anyways so why should I even try.
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(Source: kelvinween)
This is the second time around that I’ll be doing this kind of thing. I mean, blogging about mushy stuffs like this. I’m not really a sweet person. I find it too awkward to say “I love you” or “I miss you” when it is not necessary. Swear. I find it too awkward kasi. :) Pero nung nakilala ko siya medyo nagbago ng konti. Konti nga lang ba? Haha! Naninibago din ako sa sarili ko nung una. Di ko naman inexpect na ganito kalaki yung impact nya sakin. I never thought that I could be better. Who would have thought na magiging sweet ako. Never in my wildest dreams na inakala ko na magbabago pa ko. Grabe ba? Totoo yun. Wew. Haha. Isang Samantha Sevilleno lang pala katapat ko. Kupo. Haha! Pero I just love how I’m slowly changing into someone better. Better than I have ever imagined. Ngayon, I can get to kiss and hug someone without feeling awkward na. Ang sarap pala sa feeling. Kung alam ko lang na ganito, matagal ko na sanang ginawa to. Sarap lang talaga sa pakiramdam. Kasi feel na feel mo yung love sa bawat sweet actions na ginagawa at pinaparamdam nila towards you. :) I just can’t imagine my life without her for now. For now lang, kasi darating yung time syempre na kailangan nyong maghiwalay. Maybe not now, pero in the near future I know it will eventually happen. Ready na rin ako somehow. Excited lang? Haha! Medyo matagal pa naman yun kaya lang hinahanda ko na yung sarili ko para if ever man na mangyari, medyo ready na ko. Pero ineenjoy ko lang muna talaga yung present. Cherish every moment, ika nga nila. Ang corny di ba? Haha. Minsan lang naman. Saka special day niya ngayon para sa’kin kaya ganto ako kacorny ngayon. Haha. (4-13-12) Mother’s Day to be exact. Yes, day nya ngayon. She’s like my second mom na eh. Whenever may problema ako, siya yung una kong tinatakbuhan. Nahihiya kasi ako kay mama kaya sa kanya na lang. :D Whenever I’m down, she never fails to make me feel better. I never thought na may isang tao ako na paglalaanan ng gantong oras just to show how much important and special she is to me. She’s my mom/buddy/sister. Everything. Every definition that a dictionary has for someone like her. I really adore how she treat her friends and family. Too sweet kasi eh. Di ko pa carry yung level nya. Haha. Basta I love her. Every bit of her. Nung may nagtanong nga sakin 2 days ago kung ano ikinaiinis ko sa kanya, wala akong naisagot. Ayoko namang magimbento ng sagot no. Haha. Nilalanggam na siguro yung nagbabasa nito. Hahaha! Happy Mother’s Day to my Special Mom! I love you till eternity! ♥
Love,
Your Super Baby Daughter ❤
Fieldtrip 2012 :D
Saya-saya ng fieldtrip because of them! :D And because of my buddy/sister/mother na nakasama ko the whole day of fun-filled memories. =)))
